Last year really made or broke a lot of people. I had the best year of my life last year. Same most of the people I know made a lot of money. The crime is ridiculous has gotten really bad and outta of control. People dying left and right or going to jail. A senseless race war going on. That people do even know the origins of race 😂🤦🏼♂️but I would still and always say that at the end of the day all the happening in the world I’m glad I’m in America and wouldn’t trade that for anything even the poorest people in this country are the richest in the world. It’s a lot more I can go into but that pretty much sums up how I see the world now. People have a huge lack of knowledge in this world and worried about the wrong things and get lost really easily.
Currently, i think because of covid everyone is still kinda screwed up with their everyday life. Before covid we kind of all had our own little schedule and routine and with covid it really brought that down with everyone at home and not being able to maintain their life how they would prefer it to be. Currently in california we are not required masks, so i do not wear one, which is my personal decision. But because of covid people are scared to just show they’re face i guess? Most people i know wear it only to hide themselves at this point and i think it is kind of sad. Covid really either boosted your confidence or made it go down the trash. Everyone is beautiful in they’re own way and i don’t want people to use covid as an excuse to hide that. Relationship wise I think we also are all very screwed. Many of us can’t remember what it’s like to be in a healthy stable relationship. Mostly because we have all in a way gotten more insecurities and more trust issues… It is going to take time going back to our own lives and stabilizing everything again. I hope my friends or people who were once my friend can gain that strength they once had. And even to people who dislike me, even to them, i hope we can all grow as people and gain that confidence we all lost this past year.
I think with everything that’s been happening it really showed who people really are It really brought out the pretty and the ugly in everyone I feel like that’s why we’ve spent so much of the past year just being in shock at what people are doing I’m going to be honest, I’ve just been focusing on myself lately so for the most part I kind of just disassociated myself from the world if that makes sense But with the things I have been focusing in I did start noticing more how people are stuck where they are because they subconsciously try to please people I’ve also been noticing more why people do what they do I’m not sure if that goes with your question, it was just something that’s been on my mind
I went into the first lockdown in a 5-year relationship, and it ended because the stress of everything turned him to drugs and alcohol, and it wrecked us. In October time I met someone else who totally lead my on to think he was going to be a partner and I had known him for years… anyway it turns out he couldn’t make his mind up about me which was a real shame because he ‘didn’t know what he wanted from life’ I think social media is the biggest problem why people are not happy in relationships because they always think there’s someone else out there better. Too many people to choose from. Too many options/ ways to speak and communicate with other people. So sad, but I honestly feel this generation is totally screwed in terms of relationships etc, there will be a lot more single individuals and people who build a life for themselves as opposed to a family/partner. I’m 26 years old and absolutely do not see my life moving on in that direction anytime soon because even if someone was to fall into my life I don’t think I could trust them due to the way I’ve been treated by men and lead to believe things then dropped within an instant 🙄🙄 In terms of crime My dad is an ex functioning heroin addict and is currently in jail because of getting caught up with the wrong crowd. He is on supplements to get him off drugs, he is going well but was in prison remanded for a whole year due to COVID-19 because all court cases were so delayed. There is not enough support for criminals when they come out of jail, he has been in and out all of his life, but there’s no support system to follow up how he is getting on in terms of career, or putting him on the right path.